Anonymous Confession #63

Author: F.Confession: For over a year, I have longed to be submissive, and not only in a harsh way. Even in such a way that a Woman would take the initiative, being older and better-off. That, having the advantage, she would use it against me, so that she could pleasure herself while corrupting me in the process. I long for a gaze full of arousal as she pleasures me, while I do not know what to do with it, only moaning and losing control.Penance: Ah, sinner, you open your innermost desires before me, revealing how you dream of submission, as though it were the highest blessing. In these words lies not only the need to be subordinated, but also the desire to experience intense, sensual sensations that put your mind and body to the test. Your longing to experience domination at the hands of a woman who possesses power and self-assurance is a fascinating symptom of deeply rooted desires demanding fulfillment.Therefore, here is my sensual challenge for you, submissive: seek out in your life a woman who could fulfill your desires, or create her yourself in your imagination—let her strength and confidence be a stimulus for you. Write her a letter in which you send her your most secret desires, describing how you long to be her toy, how you wish her to watch as you give yourself over to her completely. To each passage, add descriptions of your sensations, arousing emotions, and bodily reactions.Let her sense your desires, and be ready to fulfill her sensual whims while remaining subordinate. Remember, sinner, to devote yourself to this task with all your strength—let your submission become a gateway to a realm of unknown pleasures. Let yourself be carried away!